Wednesday, August 07, 2013
A feeling of restlessness!
Why do I feel so so…… hummmm what is it…… restless??
Why am I feeling as if I’m missing something, a whole lot of things, hummm or rather missing life and its whole meaning itself???
Why do I keep feeling that I - have to, have to do something… (Oh believe me - That something is a lot of things!)
I don’t feel content, am absolutely restless most of the time and I certainly do feel ambitious too at times...
I absolutely do get really restless when I haven't worked tirelessly for days and days.
I love it when I don’t have to think and am so tired from all the creative and productive work that I will drop dead to the world any minute due to exhaustion!
Oh yes, my ways are certainly - strange, new, old or whatever…..
Waiting, more often than not, makes me restless. When I'm ready, I'm ready!
My restless, roaming spirit does not allow me to: remain in a lethargic and idle mood for very long; makes me feel all discontent if I don’t get to do something - new, travel, explore new places, new things, try new art work and so on…..
Oh yes, I certainly am a strange mystery to myself too….