Tuesday, December 16, 2008

No time for anything!!!

I have been wanting to write and post blogs regularly, but just don’t get the time now :( .....Ya ya I know I have to make the time, and that it’s possible if I try harder. The worst part is that I miss reading the regular posts of fellow blog buddies...

Now the main reason for all this is that, I started to do a second job too. Well it’s nothing to show off or anything. I mainly took it up the opportunity to be a sub-editor at an English Daily here in Kuwait. I had been passing off so many good opportunities for various reasons and this time I dint want to take the chance, plus it was a perfect way for me to kill time too as I had plenty of that on my hands earlier and I was also missing my hubby who was still in India. Since my parents and Hubby were so supportive, they made me go for it.

So in order to not lose my writing and editing skills and my touch with the journalism field in particular I took it up. But the thing now is that work at both places is getting hectic and there is a huge event coming up for which I do have a lot of stuff to get done and by the time I am done with this job, its already time to rush to the newspaper...

So now after almost 12 hours or more in front of the computer, I just do not have enough energy to come home and sit again in front of it. And I guess it’s not right too coz I leave home by 7:40am and I do rush home in between by 3:30pm to grab a bite and then its again rushing to the next work...Sitting there and editing and rewriting and after handing in my pages, I reach back home after 8:30pm and on days when there is so much work, by 9:30 etc. And that’s when I get to see my hubby who left his job and everything in India and came here just so that he could be with me. The timing sucks right!!! I know I know…. :(

I know career wise it will be a great progress for me and I am definitely learning new things, but I never knew that I would miss home so much… Me!!! Who always boasted about wanting a career only and not wanting a family life….Ohh ya life gives you everything… Well I know I should be thankful for the many blessings that I have, but ya me being me is sitting and crying that I do not have time.

Just hope that I can blog more often and hope that I can spend some time with hubby who waits for me all day… heheh the wicked me comes and sees TV from 9 to 11 and that way again I don’t spend time with him….Ya have to make time for everything and everyone….

7 comments:

--xh-- said...

wow, congratz on teh second job :-D hope you get the strength adn resolution to make it to the top at both of ur jobs... and do drop in and blog often :)

Enigma said...

@anoop

Thank u for the wishes....heheh hope that i will have the strength to b pateint and hope that i dont bite everybody's head off...

Keshi said...

Good luck with the new job Enigma! lovely to hear abt it.

Blogging can come after all the very imp things in life. dun worry, we can wait. :)

Abt spending time with ur hubby...after watching TV, u do hv so much time to spend in the bedroom right? LOL Im being cheeky but I just thought I might remind u that ;-)


*HUGZ* missed ya!

Keshi.

Enigma said...

@ Keshi
thanks for the wishes....its becomin 2 months since i started the newspaper job...ya it has its ups and downs and problems and all...
hehe..ya but do want to keep bloggin in between all this...
and aby spening time with hubby, heheh LOL looks like i dont have much time in the bedroom too coz i end up being tired and wanting to sleep etc... :P ya y ai know, i will make time for everythin....but i end up gettin pissed for some matter or other everyday now....wat a person na..

Reflections said...

Hmmm....quite a lot on ur plate, right now.
In a time when most people are losing jobs u r doubly lucky & as long as ur family supports u, u shdn't have any problems;-P.

Tek care &
Happy Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!

Enigma said...

@reflections
Merry christmas to u too
ya hehe quite a lot on my plate right now....i know that i should be praising god for the diuble blessing...i do too...just that it does get to my nerves at times....

sansmerci said...

don worry kel.. jus a phase!... jus remember u goto do wat u goto do atthe rite time :)