Monday, May 04, 2009

Lazy Lazy me!!!

I clearly have no idea about what is wrong with me nowadays. I feel just too tired and lazy to do anything and I guess now I have started to look tired too and my family is starting to get worried.


I for one was a person who used to get hyperactive most of the time or when the mood sets in and after that I will go on doing things till I drop dead. But now I never seem to get that energy and I hope I have not burnt out! Well I seriously do have to wonder coz, now I don’t even think about trying out new recipes and different types of cooking, don’t feel that I have the energy to clean and tidy the house, don’t seem to make much of an effort to blog or do anything which I do like a lot. All I do want to do is just curl up and sleep or just rest in peace somewhere LOL


So that’s why I definitely feel that there is a nut going loose somewhere!!! Pheww Well I do have other serious doubts too, anyway have to wait and see I guess. I had recently gone to India and during my visit, I went to a doctor to see about my headaches and back pain that I was suffering from a fall that I had long ago. The doctor is an excellent neuro-surgeon, and she just told me a few exercises to do for the back pain and gave me medicines to have for three months for the headaches and stuff.


After getting back to Kuwait, I started having the medications which I was originally supposed to start while back in India itself so the doctor could know if I was having any side effects from it like, lack of sleep or too much sleep etc. But me being me, lied that I had the meds, dint have any probs and came back. But after starting the medications, I soon found that I was having side effects like lack of sleep during the night and most of the time I was wide awake which was very frustrating. But I kept putting it off as my parents were travelling to the US and I was busy helping with their shopping and packing etc.

Once they left, I knew that the travel, the meds and all the work was taking its toll on me as I suddenly fell ill and had severe body pain for 2 days and did not go to work. Took rest and felt better, had some antibiotics for a throat infection during which time, My hubby was looking after me all the time, feeding me on time etc etc. So during this time, I had stopped having the medications that I got from India and after a couple of days I started having it. But to my horror I found that, this time the medicines were making me feel too tired and I didn’t have the energy to even talk to anyone. All I would do was go to both places of work, get back and just lie down somewhere.

Once my parents got back and saw all this they got really worried and told me to stop the medicines as I was turning pale etc. I have now stopped the medications and all. But I do feel nauseous all the time now. But I guess it definitly feels better than when I was having those medications and atleast I have the energy to atleast walk all the way to a bed atleast ... Ya there goes, so now parents and hubby are again worried and I just hate hospitals, needles, medicines and all that stuff and am dreading about going there. Not that it will be of much use as I know that I will soon be dragged there :( Well anyway i can atleast bring the whole hospital down when they bring those needles near me (Wicked laugh, thats as long as they dont throw me out!)

Hey but I do make a point to read other blogs and when I have enough energy I do leave comments too. :) ya its certainly serious time that someone kicked my lazy a** so that I can start moving around and do something useful. I guess i just got used to being lazy a lot and I dont know if i lost my interest in cooking becuase i feel lazy to put in all that effort. But i did discover a lot of cooking related blogs recently and just love all of it.


Dont want to depress all of ya anymore by writing about all the laziness and stuff...But in the mean time I will enjoy reading as many blogs as i can!!!

20 comments:

An Open Book said...

You HAVE OTHER SERIOUS DOUBTS?????????? Hmmm....nausea???? Kel..does it ring a bell:0
oh dont worry abt bein lazy too much..we all go through that. you work all day and thn feel lazy to do anything lese..thats totally understandable. i dont do anything all day and thats being totally lazy. so chill and jus relax.

Enigma said...

ya other doubts... LOL ...it certainly rings many bells Nishi...yup nausea too....heheh, but its that i dont feel like doing anything and dont want to also...its kind of worrying too coz its a pin now to sit in the office as all i want to do is go home.

Renu said...

may be its some good news for you:), because then also sometimes one feels tired and doesnt feel like doing anything.

Wish you all the best and take care !

Enigma said...

heheh must be na.. :)
God knows how i can take it anyway will have to wait and c... Thank u dear anyway.

Keshi said...

cud it be that ur pregz? :)

LOL @cat pic!

btw there's no medicine for 'lazyness' Enigma! ;-)


TC luv!
Keshi.

Enigma said...

humm well God only knows that right now...not sure abt how i will handle it though.... ya absolutely no meds for laziness..heheh only solid kicks

Keshi said...

haha I need some of those kicks too!

Keshi.

Enigma said...

hehe, but i dont fell that u r lazy :)

Preeti Shenoy said...

what were the medications for? hope u shake urself out of the lethargy soon.
Cheers
preeti

Shades of Grey said...

Kel...load up on Red Bull...but only after you have confirmed that there is no little person inside of you :O)

Cheer up da! Glad D is there to take care of ya...

Enigma said...

@ Preethy

The medications were for my bacpain and mainly for the headaches that i was getting regularly... ya i hope so too

Enigma said...

@shades of gray
jane darling, red bull is too bad for health... my mom will kick me out of the hse if she sees me havin it and in office too my boss says its bad... and plus i do get acidity so no red bull :)

Ya glad he is here...he is just hoping and waiting and praying with all his might so that he can egt to c a lill one :P

An Open Book said...

Wow...look how u have changed..i still rem your exact words on new additions and now u seem 2 be really excited..gud luck babe...

Enigma said...

@Open book:
Pheww Nishi thats the understatement of the year... My stand on new additions is still the same... but D is adamant about getting all that over and done with b4 i turn 30 coz he is worried there might be complications for me... And i am like ya ya u can tell, its me who has to suffer and he gives dialogues like @i'll take care of u the whole time, blah blah blah" and me i am goin carzt even thinking abt such a thing...but its the inevitable right....

Butterfly said...

Hi. First time here.
first check for pregnancy. After which you have to probably stop all those drugs. I remember that I was very lethargic during my pregnancy. Especially if you have done a lot of running around.
Take care of urself. I will visit again to check in on you. :D

Enigma said...

@butterfly
thanks for stopping by... I have already stopped taking all medicines :) ya plz do keep visiting :)

the blogger formerly known as sansmerci said...

cheer up gal! keep writing ur heart out.. and keep up ur spirits.. do something u love.. i kno its easier said than done.. but do it.. its the only wya to get bak energy... n yea for that u need to find out what u really love doin.. thts another tuff process... :)

Enigma said...

@Sansmerci

Hey swar, ya i know i have to write, but was not even able to write anything at all..ahh i wish i could do something i loved, the monotony of life is killing at times and i wonder what i am doing...

Reflections said...

How are u feeling now???

So is it good news;-D???????

Enigma said...

@reflections
I guess i am feeling much better...Some days r good some days r tiring , bad etc.. But overall I am somehow managing i guess.. ;)