I am tired of everything.
I am tired of plastering a smile on my face and behaving like all is fine.
I am tired of acting like everything in life is wonderful.
I am tired of passing each day just for the sake of it.
I am tired of acting brave.
All i want to do is go to sleep forever and ever...
But... my little one depends upon me to act so brave.
He has no one else but me.
He was loved so much by D and hence I know that I will never be forgiven for leaving the lil one alone.
So, i must go on and on, till the day i can no more...
Oh, but that still does not stop me from feeling so tired...
I cannot stop thinking about when all this will come to an end and when will I get that peace i deserve...
