I am tired.
I am tired of everything.
I am tired of plastering a smile on my face and behaving like all is fine.
I am tired of acting like everything in life is wonderful.
I am tired of passing each day just for the sake of it.
I am tired of acting brave.
All i want to do is go to sleep forever and ever...
But... my little one depends upon me to act so brave.
He has no one else but me.
He was loved so much by D and hence I know that I will never be forgiven for leaving the lil one alone.
So, i must go on and on, till the day i can no more...
Oh, but that still does not stop me from feeling so tired...
I cannot stop thinking about when all this will come to an end and when will I get that peace i deserve...
Time has come to a standstill for me ever since that fateful day.
Even though the minutes pass me by,
The hours pass me by,
The days and weeks pass me by;
Even though the months and years pass me by,
Friends pass me by;
Everything has come to a standstill for me ever since that fateful day.
I have stopped living ever since that fateful moment.
Time has come to a stand still for me......
Please give me one more chance to make things right,
Please give me one more chance to correct all things wrong,
Please give me one more chance to love you more,
Please give me one more chance to care for you again,
Please give me one more chance to be with you again...
When the sun, moon and stars shine down upon me
I see his mischievous and dimpled smile
That ever-loving smile brings a feeling of delight to my doleful soul
Yes, he smiles down upon me from the heavens above!
That shining smile embraces me like a soothing breeze
And encompasses me with misty memories...
Now, I wait to get a whiff of his refreshing scent,
Hear that comforting voice,
And that warmth filled laughter...
But, nothing comes by...
Nothing at all...
Yet, he continues to smile down upon me from the heavens above!
